February 03, 2003

drunkeness

yea, so i'm drunk. it's a bad coping strategy, but it works, ya know? everything is sad and tragic and even in comparision to everything else, it's a fucked up world and i'm scared and then numb and then sad and then scared again.

so, drunk it is. because i'm happy a drunk, and that beats the alternative of crying into my pillow. my head is floaty, and for the first time since i can remember, i can't feel my headace. though tomorrow will be another story. i'm going to stare happily at the ceiling and count the bumps til i sleep.



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I too am a happy drunk. My poison of choice is rum. What is your liquid vice?

posted by: Jimnice on February 03, 2003 at 12:55 AM

i just had a nervous break down, and an anxiety panic attack. Be so happy that you have a husband that loves you!

posted by: paul on February 03, 2003 at 03:46 AM

Hey I hope you're doing alright today... I'm not sure what time you posted but I'm gonna assume you're feeling the after affects right now. Anyways... I hope you're alright. I was in your shoes yesterday. :-/ Take some NyQuil and go back to bed. ;)

posted by: Liz on February 03, 2003 at 08:44 AM

I'm a happy drunk too, although I don't drink often. I've always found that odd, considering alcohol is a depressant... anyway, I hope things are looking up a bit for you when you wake up.

{{hugs}}

posted by: GeekGrrl on February 03, 2003 at 11:36 AM
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